煙か土か食い物10 /Note about "Kemuri ka Tsuchi ka Kuimono" ("Smoke, Soil or Sacrifices")

That I had been dismissing Mother long. " (pp.196)

And the flow of tears.
But after all I do not shed tears because of the built up almost perfect device to force my tears down during I got through for 28 years and better at the skill to do so each time I hurdled my hurt. But I notice the itch of my cheeks. I touch my face with my hand and find tears flow on and along it.